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    December 27

    just keep going

    yes, that's right
    i am crazy
    i must clear up everything
    otherwise i can't move on
    i should be reality
    so just keep going
    December 26

    marry

    i just think about that
    if i can't married with my x
    i won't marry in the future
    i just can't over him
    i can't and i even don't want
    i just want to keep this memory
    not just memory
    keep every great moment in my life
    i know that i am still young
    i can meet some great guys in the future
    but i have no interest in at all
    i don't know why
    maybe because that i have no space for others in my heart and i don't want
    no boyfriend
    no married
    it's great
    maybe i am crazy
    but i don't want to take care of anybody
    i don't want to have responsibility of anybody
    if i can't be with my x
    i would like be single
    i just want to care myself
    do what i want
    go anywhere that i want to go
    sometimes miss my x
    sometimes heard from him
    that is enough for me
    no married
    maybe it is great
    December 25

    thanks my love Amy

    if someday i leave new zealand
    only the one thing i can't quit is my best friend, also my family here Amy
    i love new zealand because of her
    you can't imagine how nice she is
    she is kind, beautiful, cute, nice, smart...
    you can't stop loving her
    she is my best friend here, she is my sister, she is my family here.
    i always says to her, please just let me go, please just let me alone...
    but she always come to see me or pick me to her house, cook for me, take care of me
    you can't imagine she is the perfect girl, she is
    i am so lucky
    because i have Amy
    thanks my lovely friend Amy and her lovely boyfriend Jack
    both of you guys so nice to me
    really appreciate to you
    merry christmas
    love you ...
    December 18

    最近生活非常规律
    身边发生了很多事情
    使我成长的很快
    自己也觉得变得成熟了
    思想也有变化
    不知道用这个词来形容对不对
    但是我是有这种感觉的
    就是自己不那么“狭隘”了
     
    看到现在的自己
    已经脱离了以前的我
    以前的我总是回顾
    现在的我只想将来
    以前的我总想寻根
    现在的我只想漂泊
    其实不是漂泊
    但是总想多看看外面的世界
     
    自己也给自己定了几年计划
    争取去实现
    我知道非常的难
    而且计划容易但是变化更快
    但是我希望自己按照计划按照自己预计的轨迹来运行
    生活变得有计划
    才会有效率才会有结果
    自己才会知道做事情的意义
     
    最近经常跟我的韩国好朋友泡在一起
    她真的是好极了
    给了我无微不至的照顾
    如果没有他在我身边
    不知道我在新西兰的日子要怎样度过
    真得非常感谢她
    像姐姐一样的照顾
    从来没有自私
    没有生气
    只是每天两个人在一起傻笑
    即使做错事情两个人也不介意
    如果没有他在我身边
    我在新西兰的日子真的是无法想象的孤单和冷漠
    我在他身上学到很多
    真得很感谢我的韩国好朋友
     
    生活总是变化的
    总是会遇到一些未知的事情
    你不知道怎样去处理
    所以我一直在学习
    确实学到很多
    从不同的人身上汲取
    希望可以壮大自己的力量
     
    我的梦想
    我要实现
    我只能看到我的未来
    我的未来不再渺茫